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eBay goodies! Ending soon(ish!

Jun. 21st, 2012 | 10:46 pm
location: Durham

I’m probably moving to the other end of the country soon, so I need to be less overdrawn so that I can afford to put a deposit down on a flat and buy baked beans to live off until my first pay-cheque. I’m selling some actually rather nice stuff (desperate times, desperate measures - if I don’t wear it often enough or my boobs won’t fit in it, I’m eBaying it) so please take a look!.

Goodies include polka dots, cat print (so cute, why am I selling it? Oh yeah, boobs), velvet, stripes, owl necklace, sheer maxi skirt… 


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May. 4th, 2012 | 11:14 pm

Now someone in France has googled "knickers kitten tumblr" and found my Tumblr.

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Post-interview jitters

May. 2nd, 2012 | 01:44 pm
music: Kelly Clarkson - I Hate Myself for Losing You | Powered by Last.fm

I had the interview for the job I’m desperate to get yesterday. I enjoyed it, I had things I wanted to know about it so I came up with some questions at the end and they answered them thoroughly for me. I loved the lab, the people were incredibly friendly and the work atmosphere seemed great too. The building is in a good location that is well-served by transport links, which is a key factor for me because I cannot drive.

I went in there feeling confident and came out still feeling confident. I really think I have a good chance at this one but it all depends on how well the other candidates performed at interview. I’m only twenty, they might have been better for the role. But I know I could do that job and do it well and enjoy it and I want it so, so badly.

Today I will be glued to my phone, waiting to hear back. I can’t stop thinking about it. Instead of nightmares of rejection, I even had three separate dreams where I got the job. Even my subconscious has hope.

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Topman badeslip

Apr. 30th, 2012 | 09:23 pm
location: Durham
music: Röyksopp - Röyksopp Forever | Powered by Last.fm

Someone in Germany found my Tumblr by googling Topman swimsuits.

In other news, I had the best weekend! 

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Apr. 26th, 2012 | 12:28 pm

Oh, for goodness sake! The upper lid of my left eye is swollen and painful, there's a painful lump under my right eye and now I have a nasty spot erupting on my chin. I'm doing all the snogging tomorrow, face. THIS IS NOT A GOOD IDEA. Stop it, now.

(Hi, you'd never guess I'm almost twenty-one, would you?)

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Apr. 15th, 2012 | 08:07 pm

I'm a fifteen year old living in the body of a twenty year old. I've got nervous butterflies and I want you to want me etc. I've been slapped in the face by my own feelings and I want to be sick because I don't know anything.

Does it ever get easier?

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Apr. 13th, 2012 | 11:54 am

Today is all about getting the mundane things out of the way: ironing, washing up, my dissertation presentation (which even my little toes are dreading), cradling my hot water bottle so my insides don’t burst out through the small of my back. I wish I had some money so I could traverse this country and visit all of my favourite people. I can’t even afford to go into town to meet people for coffee.

Today, I am staying in my floral pyjamas but I’ve done my hair in pin curls. I’m going to prop myself up with pillows and work and daydream about spooning and having my neck stroked, because that would be lovely and I get lonely. I wish I was going to Jukebox tonight to dance with Holly and Eleanor but instead I’ll tuck myself up in bed with a good book and I’ll be quite content nonetheless.

Imagine if I get this job. I could be starting again at the complete opposite end of the country in a few months time. It could be beautiful.

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Mar. 30th, 2012 | 03:30 pm
music: Beyoncé - Green Light | Powered by Last.fm

Everything is getting so out of hand.

I am wasting a life, let's face it.

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Mar. 28th, 2012 | 12:01 am
music: Goo Goo Dolls - Acoustic #3 | Powered by Last.fm

I am so sad that I feel like I am going to vomit.

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Mar. 27th, 2012 | 11:29 pm

I am so very sad and I don't know how to tell you.

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